DREAMS: MONTH #181
"a period really much focusing on my dreams and generally on sleeping with the winter weather approaching outside and following my kids patter going to sleep very early without watching any screen but at times working outside in the mosaic shed and listening to podcasts that could make my dreams more talkative but also getting affected by the big anthology of old stories from all around the world authors and generally getting quite some creative dreams also visiting august in his farm and getting back in my imagination the swedish landscape"
DREAMS: MONTH #183
"a period really abstaining from watching any television and going regularly to bed having a lot of dreams especially now with silvester starting to sleep entire nights and also getting a few nightmares related to my building of the museum in italy and some sexual dreams after a long sexual abstinence but then towards the end waking up again way too early in the night and without having clear dreams to remember"
DREAMS: MONTH #183
"a period working in the evening at my thesis and being unable to remember my dreams with too much editing on the computer screen but at times also getting affected by the reading of robert graves' war account and also the working i am doing in the backyard such as metal welding and the building of a whole new shed for metal cutting with my neighbours being upset about it but also at times listening to history podcasts and disabling my faculty to remember using my girlfriend's headphones"
DREAMS: MONTH #184
"a quite productive month with regular dreams despite also working in the evenings and reading quite a lot but getting quite affected from some tension that arose with my neighbours after i built a shed where to produce the metal textures of the ark and for the first time having recurrent dreams of my girlfriend backyard where the shed is located beside that dreaming often of falling or making an accident but also getting some fears about my venice apartment and the issues i have there with things breaking down and generally being quite affected by the books i am reading such as the memoir of a black mother living in a favela and also the television i watch which enables me to stimulate my dream as we are still confine in our dutch home due to the pandemic"
DREAMS: MONTH #186
"a period with not so many dreams to begin with mostly with both silvester waking up at night but especially livia now in the habit of coming to our bed and kicking me regularly not really allowing me to remember my dreams but then also taking nice walks in a spring like nature and opening up my imagination also updating my website in the evening and getting to see a series and later movies and documentaries certainly boosting my dreaming with a bit of fears for silvester getting hurt and very little about my friends of relatives back in italy now almost forgotten after so many months apart due to the pandemic"
DREAMS: MONTH #186
"dreams quite much affected by all the work i have done reviewing the old material of my archive such as the documentaries and the photos of the right hand now opening up a whole new bridge with my past life in sweden and also having some dreams affected by podcast of world history and the foreign movies i try to watch as a form of traveling during the pandemic lock-down choosing not so main-stream movies such some old ones from finland and a recent brazilian one getting quite hit about the landscape as much as getting affected in my dreams about the landscape experienced with my kids in our excursions also to the dunes by the dutch sea and later on getting more affected about the arrival of the metal from china and my work welding it together and later my preoccupation to drive it down south to my museum in italy"
DREAMS: MONTH #187
"a period at first sleeping properly but having not so many dreams possibly due to the extensive use of my welder even at night to finish the ark textures and later trying to relax also taking magnesium to sleep longer and indeed having some nights filled with dreams also boosted by certain well crafted and not too fictional movies but later going for a run and making my back quite stiff causing sleeping disorders also possibly due to the situation first with my biological father revealing his terrorist past and with my oldest son in sweden at last no longer so willing to spend the summer with us in italy"
DREAMS: MONTH #188
"a period in the mountains with not so many dreams despite beginning to sleep better than in the netherlands but feeling pressed to work on my museum and having more nightmares kind of dreams with the politicians trying to sabotage my plans but also some sexual dreams mostly triggered by a series watched with august in the evening after taking livia and silvester to sleep and having the latter now also wanting to sleep in the big bed with me at times making sleeping nicer with both of them around me but also more interrupted especially during a short period spent at my mother's seaside place with almost no dreams"
DREAMS: MONTH #189
"having dreams to beginning with related to my fear of falling from the scaffolding i used to install the ark textures and also projecting my fears of the local hunters not wanting such museum and later taking it easy in the mountains and in the evening watching some tv at last getting many sleepless nights after a fight with myrthe and her wanting to break up making me subconsciously prepared for someone else"
DREAMS: MONTH #190
"a bit of a confusing month at least for my brain making it back to holland and sort of stopping to dream about my mountain village and its people but still dreaming of my parents especially after they threatened me to sue me afraid that i talk about their illicit business in my project and in this respect having quite some sleeping disorders waking up way too early and always in the middle of a dream trying with time to solve the issue at last dreaming a lot in relation to a small exhibition i prepared in town"
DREAMS: MONTH #191
"a bit of a lame period with quite some sleeping disorders and also traveling to france later and not really dream that much and thinking in general not to have many dreams starting my job as a carpenter but in fact getting plenty of dreams in the night mostly affected by the new environment and the different materials in use"
DREAMS: MONTH #192
"setting the alarm always at six for going to work and dedicating the start of the day for my dreams exclusively leaving any updating of my project for the evening and getting many more dreams this way still with a lot of work related situations and colleagues but also quite some driving with all the time spent on the car to actually go to work"
DREAMS: MONTH #193
"a period with less dreams feeling quite burnt out in my head because of work and also watching a bit of an american series with myrthe really removing any chance to fantasize at night but at last having a bit of a christams hoiliday and going back outdoor with the kids beginning to get more dreams also later going by bike to work and helping my brain to recover"
DREAMS: MONTH #194
"a month finding it difficult to dream at first getting quite excited about a new project in my native highland and still having quite many dreams related to the low paid job i left for it and then traveling with my kids across europe and having quite some disrupted nights with them moving around and waking up in the middle of the night but at last reaching my mountain village and there also dreaming about my cube installation and the neighbours but even my oldest son who came along with us"
DREAMS: MONTH #195
"a month with very little dreams at first traveling with the kids to italy but then returning to the netherlands and going back to my regular life there with often some dreams and especially a lot when avoiding to watch a screen at night stopping the habit i took working as a low paid carpenter to update my project in the evening and thus getting more imaginative with some dreams about driving and many dreams indoor but also beginning to dream more about outdoors spending more time out"
DREAMS: MONTH #196
"a month with many dreams at first stimulated by the illustrations i make in the evening with animals and insects but also by my new laser machine i bought to produce the ark tags and also very much by the building out of the garden in our dutch house in view of making a garage there and later traveling to italy almost having no dreams in the transition with some quite affected by the semi-pornographic content at all times present watching italian television and getting back to the netherlands resuming my regular dreaming pattern sleeping well next to my children and dreaming a lot of my neighbours both in my mountain village and in the netherlands"
DREAMS: MONTH #197
"after some regular dreams with a sort of regular life in the netherlands traveling with my children south and not really having so much dreams and once in italy sharing the bed with my children with little space and constantly being kicked during the night resulting in little dreams also with a bit of erotic content due to all the semi pornographic italian television and at last putting my children to sleep in the living room regaining my night dreams slowly setting back in the mountain environment with the presence of my childen and its people but also the work i resumed at the ark"
DREAMS: MONTH #198
"a period spent on holiday in the south of italy with a lot of car driving affecting my dreams but also not so much dreaming as a result of being in a new place and just seldom getting the seaside affecting me and also getting in my dreams all the worrying about the high inflation brought by the ukrainian war and returning to the alps dreaming of a lot of constructions and metal following the setting up of the floors in the ark also having quite some chatting dreams with our german artist friend florian coming to see us and doing a lot of talking"
DREAMS: MONTH #199
"making it back to the netherlands after a summer spent in the italian alps and still dreaming for time about my village there and the ark but then watching the news on television in the evening and also reading way too political books dreaming often to be entangled in these facts and at some point also getting to dream very little trying then to make an effort to sleep more using no screen in the evenings and starting to do yoga"
DREAMS: MONTH #200
"getting quite some dreams back in the netherlands despite feeling a bit burnt at times from all the cement i mixed to make the foundation for a garage in the backyard and at times dreaming about it but in general also dreaming about some random tv watching and later about a quite creepy korean series with a lot of violence and about the new political situation in italy with the fascists becoming the first party in the end giving up politics all together and just reading a book on tibet before going to bed getting a bit affected by it and also by the fact that i am reviewing my very first dreams when the project started almost two decades ago"
DREAMS: MONTH #201
"often having some long nights of sleep with a lot of dreams utterly avoiding any screens in the evening and really getting my imagination back to work espeicailly after keeping quite at home without going too much around and mostly focusing on building our new garage in the backyard having often dreams about it and also having dreams reevoking people i stopped dreaming about by reviewing my old dreams"
DREAMS: MONTH #202
"keeping very much home in our dutch village spending all my free time working on the new garage and getting quite some dreams affected by the actual building and generally having a lot of dreams not really moving around almost as if the less i move in space during the day the more i move at night in my dreams and later on also getting quite affected by a book i started reading about the dynasty of three women originated in manchuria with quite some harsh treatment of women there"
DREAMS: MONTH #203
"a month also doing quite some traveling with the children crossing europe to reach the italian alps and already on the way getting quite some dreams projecting my time there especially at the mountain museum but also getting many dreams feeling quite affected by a memoir about the time before and after china culture revolution and in italy getting far less dreams having to sort of readapt to the space and also with the children watching television in the evening and sort of erasing my dreams with quite bombastic cartoons made perhaps better later after i got them some films"
DREAMS: MONTH #204
"still in the mountains doing one more attempt to speculate on the building of my project cathedral and dreaming quite a bit about it ans also about the ark then making back to the netherlands dreaming far less styaing much at home with a most rainy weather outside and getting quite affected from the art movies i wathed with myrthe after she got a burn out and needed my company later also getting a back pain with probably my nerves being quite tensed and having very rough nights keeping awake ans mostly dreaming falling asleep in the last half of the night also getting quite affected at times fixing my digital photo albums getting suddenly back in my dreams my oldest son but also being affected by digging in the garden to make a trench to host the solar panels cables and by the book of laurie lee i am reading of his experience in spain before and during the anarchist revolution"
DREAMS: MONTH #205
"spending the remaining of the winter in the netherlands with my dreams pretty much reflecting my life there with much indoor scenes and some reflecting my carpentry work in the garden but also subscribing to a channel showing art movies and getting quite some dreams inspired by them also already projecting some ideas i have to do some artworks in the mountains and getting some dreams contextualized there also having a it of erotic dreams turned more frustrated by a back injury i got working in the garden forcing me to sleep only on the sides and with a pillow between my legs really disrupting the otherwise more intense sleep i had sleeping with my belly down"
DREAMS: MONTH #206
"a strange period spent in the netherlands hearing clearly our neighbour's airconditioning fan in the background but trying to grow accustom to it and forcing myself to sleep watching no television but either way getting some wild dreams with strange animals and also water related dreams initially related to my writing of anarcarkism using the metaphor of lifeboat making but later also going camping with the family in northern france by the sea and getting more open dreams at last in the open landscape"
DREAMS: MONTH #207
"getting better with sleeping back in the netherlands and having regular dreams despite the constant humming in my ears later also going to italy and being very much in the open landscape there but nonetheless having most of my dreams still based indoor and at times quite frustrating possibly due to the fact that i spent most of my evenings working on the anarcarkist manifesto"
DREAMS: MONTH #208
"not dreaming so much often writing in the evening in front of my laptop and generally always waking up at five in the morning also reading quite much at times affecting my dreams and also writing a few applications getting a bit of dreams related to my time teaching students but nonetheless beginning to make it outside to swim with myrthe and the children at the lake and then also traveling to sardinia with august bringing back in my dreams my friend davide living there and generally the sculptural landscape and my fear for water"
DREAMS: MONTH #209
"still a lot more traveling with my sons driving now through germany and switzerland and having not so many dreams then but getting quite a few staying with my youngest in the mountains despite at the beginning having problems sleeping with my back being quite stiff getting over it doing much physical work and walking at last becoming rather regular with my sleep and with my dreaming"
DREAMS: MONTH #210
"working so hard in the mountains both on my ark and on plastering our barn and cutting wood that i did not have so many regular dreams especially because of all the repetitive work of attaching thousands of ark tags but after taking walks out in the open with my family and the beautiful mountain surrounding getting more dreams until in the end having to travel back to the netherlands and having to readjust my head to it only after a few weeks getting back to very vivid dreams often so intense that they got me out of bed in the middle of the night"
DREAMS: MONTH #211
"fully getting back in our dutch routines of bringing the children to school and taking care of them in the afternoon trying to bring them to nature as much as possible also to sleep better and managing to do so but in the long run getting fully into writing also in the evening affecting my dreams and shortening in general my sleeping hours but still dreaming about open spaces also inspired by a few movies watched with myrthe such as by the rather artistic filmdirector pietro marcello and by my reading of kropotkin's memoir"
DREAMS: MONTH #212
"with the winter approaching getting in a very good sleeping pattern despite taking up the habit of writing just before going to bed but perhaps facilitating my dreams by pursuing a more evocative style and at times also getting to watch movies and always reading my memoirs before falling asleep and either way always trying to walk in nature during the day with no obligations other than taking care of my children and aside from this getting quite a few recurrent dreams about my phone not working and people from my mother side of the family trying to get in touch with me"
DREAMS: MONTH #213
"still working in the evening writing a book about my life-project and evoking with it several memories that at times sparked some dreams but also at times watching art movies like those of kaurismaki and getting affected by them and by my evening reading of kroptokin's memoir to begin with bringing my imagination to siberia and to the alps and later reading peter marshall's account of his trip around africa inspiring many images in my subconscious generally having a good period with long nights of sleep with later a not so good period probably due to my stiff back and the lack of sun in a particularly gray dutch weather"
DREAMS: MONTH #214
"at first being sick for some days in the mountains keeping in bed a lot and having a lot of dreams and making many related to my mother with the prospect of actually seeing her also having many mountains related dreams but also dream inspired by my reading about peter marshal's account of his journey traveling around africa and later back in the netherlands also getting my dreams quite inspired by some old art movies i watched with myrthe and then ultimately by the coming of the snow getting back to memories of my youth"
DREAMS: MONTH #215
"a period with many dreams now stopping to write on my computer before going to bed and just reading peter marshall's and his accounts of his trip around africa first and his memoir later getting quite affected by all the places in nature he has visited but always in combination with my own life then also having a period with almost no dream with my brain quite hit by the redundant carnival celebrations i took my children to and finally also getting my oldest son august over for a holiday together getting much of him and the swedish context back in my dreams with also many landscapes and cities i explored with also the children being free from school"
DREAMS: MONTH #216
"still having a lot of dreams forcing myself to sleep longer after often waking up too early especially after beginning to work early morning for a bakery and generally getting quite a bad vibe from my old brazilian friend coming to visit me dreaming of many crime scenes probably related to life in the poor parts of brazil also getting affected by my reading memoirs in the evening starting with the nicely narrated autobiography of joseph zobel in martinique and at ties also getting affect from all my carpentry work out in our garden and in the garage and with the coming of the spring also having more erotic dreams or anyway dreams that could lead to erotic scenes but never develop into them"