FILMS: MONTH #001
"living with my family in our apartment in djursholm yet getting quite sick of it and i guess mostly depressed by all theoretical teaching at the university trying to update my website with all the new information i assimilated and training but also filming myself preparing tacos for my kids and photographing my right hand using utensils as well as filming my annotating of the songs he sang as well as filming at last a section of me gathering ideas while commuting in stockholm to at last draw them in the evening"
FILMS: MONTH #002
"filming myself filming public spaces in stockholm and later filming myself walking through the city despite the rain and later drawing my walks on paper but also filming the recording of clouds and the recording of the wind during a beautiful autumn day still in search for a place where to build my museum and driving out to the coast up north to look for a property there and recording the songs i hear on the radio"
FILMS: MONTH #003
"in our new apartment in djursholm doing small renovation work and documenting myself photographing my right hand but also again filming public places in stockholm and also watching a documentary with my son inspiring me to write a fable before once again filming myself photographing the right hand using tools to demolish a whole wall in the apartment to make our bedroom bigger but also to make space within it for a studio i so much longed for despite my wife being so intolerant about my project"
FILMS: MONTH #004
"documenting myself at first protecting my nose from the stockholm traffic and then filming myself perceiving the subtle changes in the wind but also for the first time filming myself with jacek showing us taking a walk in the evening before at night filming myself recording my thoughts on my way to the apartment feeling much in a crisis with my wife after she made clear she doesn't want me to go on with my project"
FILMS: MONTH #005
"filming myself reading an essay before also filming a long section with my old stockholm friend hearing the music being played at a party and later also on the street also filming myself playing with august and also in his room updating my website before filming myself perceiving the wind"
FILMS: MONTH #006
"documentaries shot during a cruise across the baltic sea and filming once again myself hearing the songs played by the speaker while with my son at last reaching estonia and there in the capital walking around filming public spaces and walking making the most to film myself during this extraordinary event"
FILMS: MONTH #007
"still on a cruise crossing the baltic on our way to russia and filming during the stopovers documenting myself picking trash and observing the wind as well as getting ideas before back in the cruise writing in my journal perceiving somewhat of a crisis with my wife also present during the trip but quite detached"
FILMS: MONTH #008
"films shot while in saint petersburg with a grandiose arrival through via the harbour at sunrise and then walking in the city filming myself filming the aristocratic public places with the no longer aristocratic russians quite bewildered about my filming practice and then focusing to film myself picking trash but not really finding any on the snow"
FILMS: MONTH #009
"on the way to helsinki filming at first myself eating a meal before filming a short section updating my website and at last reaching helsinki and filming myself thoroughly filming public spaces before experiencing quite some wind and recording it as well as the pollution of the traffic i encountered"
FILMS: MONTH #010
"a rare filming of myself editing my films before taking a walk with august through stockholm despite him not being up for both walking and being filmed and also filming myself writing in my journal while on the metro before filming an epic walk to sell for nothing a chair i bought for my back issues and giving it up after feeling more and more the imminent separation between my wife and i with her now wanting me to move out of our apartment"
FILMS: MONTH #011
"myself taking notes of the passages in the book i found inspiring to later include as part of my editions and filming myself updating my musical notations with the songs i heard especially after hearing some organ playing while in the swedish city of orebro and filming for the very last time myself improvising a bedtime story for my son as i have one for years but just days before having to move out to an immigrant suburb and there taking a walk with the black gambia lamin i have hosted in my house and reaching together the center of sodertalje with much snow and ice on the way"
FILMS: MONTH #012
"now living separated from my wife taking care of my gambian roommate and watching some documentaries with him about african animals before filming a section of me scanning trash and later also filming a whole long section of me fully updating several instances of my project"
FILMS: MONTH #013
"filming shot in copenhagen to begin with while in a hotel room checking for casualties in the world news and then taking an extensive walk through the city also filming myself recording public spaces there and getting ideas at last however having to make it back with a painful knee i got from too much walking with heavy boots"
FILMS: MONTH #014
"still filming from denmark this time observing some clouds and also waking up very early to write down my many dreams before attending some boring university lecture but also filming myself taking notes from book found in libraries and read on the train"
FILMS: MONTH #015
"still in denmark at first perceiving the wind while in the shore of roskilde and then while staying at some colombian friends' place filming both a section of me editing my films as well as filming myself preparing some food using the right hand and back in sweden filming myself whistling while waiting for a plane to fly to italy and meet up with my polish friend jacek in the dolomites and almost getting killed in an avalanche accident and filming myself photographing my right hand while with jacek a few hours later safe in a small hotel"
FILMS: MONTH #016
"filming in italy at first getting acquainted to an old lady telling us stories and then in the beautiful town of castelrotto with jacek checking the architecture there before moving on to garda lake and in the hotel checking the news from a newspaper before filming the beautiful scenery of the lake with no one around"
FILMS: MONTH #017
"filming going to my native highland feeling rather emotional about giving up my life in sweden and then in my native highland walking around and getting a nice impression of it after so many years meeting up also with my twin sister and my relatives taking also a walk with my parents before driving back down listening to music on the radio"
FILMS: MONTH #018
"in poland filming at first during my walk with jacek out to a monastery and out of krakow's pollution caused by all the house heating with coal and while in his house filming myself mending my pouch and then while visiting the sudetes mountains with jacek's friends taking walks but also detecting the wind"
FILMS: MONTH #019
"filming while in krakow writing in my journal and visiting with jacek and his girlfriend brett an exhibit before singing some karaoke at jacek's brother and with his friends watching a nice animation but also attending a small concert with jacek and another polish experimental musician living in london"
FILMS: MONTH #020
"filming myself volunteering as an italian teacher for a group of nice polish kids and later filming while using my time in krakow to print instances of my project such as the head-shots of people and also filming the gray eastern suburbs of the city after going to a cheap dentist and keeping in touch with jacek's friends to visit a few potential places where to exhibit as well as going to a screening of his friends based on their trip to iceland"
FILMS: MONTH #021
"last films checking museums in krakow to then reunite with my son after our first christmas spent apart and trying to really bond back together playing and also watching his improvement with video-games to at last film a painting section in my new apartment and then take a solitary walk in sodertalje recording my thoughts surrounded by snow"
FILMS: MONTH #022
"filming my new life as a bachelor feeling still quite depressed from the separation from my family and finding some energy keeping up with my project scanning my drawings and preparing an illustration but also training outdoor and in my university gym doing weight lifting but also tai-chi and boxing as well as annotating the songs i hear from the gym radio"
FILMS: MONTH #023
"checking once again my son's improvement with building whole worlds in minecraft and then taking a long solitary walk in the south of stockholm making it also across a frozen lake and filming the nice winter landscape as well as checking the beautiful national romantic architecture"
FILMS: MONTH #024
"still talking solitary walks and filming detecting the wind and recording my thoughts but also giving a nonsense lecture for my philosophy professor hans ruin probably very much upsetting him and then back with my son in his mother apartment spending time together making a mad performance reading out loud all the depressing essays i had to read as part of my doctorate"
FILMS: MONTH #025
"filming at august's place stuck there for some time with some heavy snow outside and filming him going off with his ideas and letting him talk and then filming some performances taking place in stockholm as well as a performance i took part to in a museum and later a performance i made with mikael goralski and henrik ekesioo at the supermarket art fair in stockholm myself wearing a gas mask reproducing my thoughts"
FILMS: MONTH #026
"filming myself photographing the right hand while building a slope for the sled with my son and our eritrean friend yoshi also later filming myself writing in my fable book sleeping next to my son in his mother apartment before starting to build extensively in my little apartment to split it in half and keep the other half rented while leaving only in my room and again filming my right hand using different tools"
FILMS: MONTH #027
"filming myself whistling while taking a walk and also exploring the northern bank of sodertalje checking the architecture there and eventually ending up in a penitentiary and filming my life with my gambian roommate and later back in my ex wife apartment with my adorable child"
FILMS: MONTH #028
"filming my son birthday party celebrated with lamin and his other gambian friend before they turned into some gangsters and then going to berlin unwillingly attending a conference called former west and trying to keep out of all that ideological brainwashing doing tai-chi outside but also taking part of a more physical kind of workshop where i first met my girlfriend to be and also photographing my right hand using objects while at breakfast before hanging out with some nice south african students and checking with them some exhibits in town"
FILMS: MONTH #029
"setting off for a very long walk in berlin despite the cold weather and the snow and also filming myself filming public places as well as feeling the changing of the weather at last also getting some ideas for my drawings approaching the brandenburg gate"
FILMS: MONTH #030
"filming a small contribution to a lecture while in berlin and then filming myself going around and picking trash in the city despite the snow before also spending some time filming myself getting an impression of the pre and post war berlin architecture before sitting at the airport and drawing on my way home to sweden"
FILMS: MONTH #031
"hearing songs on the street and at last filming myself dancing with my fellow researchers before working with my gambian roommate lamin at the division of the already small apartment before traveling to my parents in italy and seriously going through and scan piles of photographs of our family history before also adding up taking notes from an art book i consulted while in the bathroom"
FILMS: MONTH #032
"still in italy filming my mother side of the family such as my cousin giving me some fancy clothes from his storage which i later gave all to my gambian roommate and then filming my mother spending some time with her so worry about having me all well dressed and later spending an afternoon with my niece and twin sister after following my mother's order to throw away all my paintings and free the garage of my stepfather's mother who recently died and later filming my arrival in the netherlands spending time working in myrthe bedroom hearing the songs being played redundantly by the utrecht cathedral"
FILMS: MONTH #033
"filming myself drawing at the stockholm airport and even spending the night there on a bench later observing the sunset before filming myself updating my archive of songs and later with my sweet son august checking out the birds on our way on foot to sodertalje center where we visited a science and technology museum and later taking him to a small gig with mikael goralski still wearing my gas mask and trying to recite and play elements from my archive "
FILMS: MONTH #034
"filming myself observing the wind while at my kid but also filming myself lecturing at the university and later back at my kid with davide learning some stretching techniques he learned in asia and also filming him singing thai songs in the metro and at last flying out and filming myself reading headlines while at the airport"
FILMS: MONTH #035
"back in boston after several years and at first driving with my greek friend panagiotis michalatos and his american boyfriend to the creek they bought in main and helping them in the into the wild adventure and then roaming around boston alone perceiving the wind and observing the clouds but also filming my usual procedures in the urban environment such as picking trash from sidewalks"
FILMS: MONTH #036
"still in boston filming myself filming public spaces and also walking and later also filming myself being nostalgic in the city and revisiting the places the were so meaningful to me and my son when we were living there at last last and filming also a section of training and writing in my journal while still in panagiotis apartment in the myst of harvard university"