"still quite sexually frustrated and getting a few more ideas in that respect but then transiting to a new life alone and this time feeling much boredom having to seat at seminars and doing much readings for my doctorate studies and reducing my ideas this way other than in the evening at supermarkets or going out using much of the commuter train and also finally some boat riding across the baltic with some ideas got there in the different post soviet cities"
"being now completely independent and separated from my wife but still having trouble doing courses and readings for the university getting a bit dry with my imagination until traveling first to denmark for a small conference getting ideas around the city and then in italy where an avalanche accident has somewhat affected me"
"flying back and forth in europe with many ideas around planes and finally in krakow with quite some pollution in the air and all the life i experienced taking trams and wondering around getting ideas looking at monks and also while being at the dentist to then go back to sweden commuting back and forth through the city and getting a bit of ideas in the metro"
"back in cold but sunny sweden after poland and now slowly setting my head back into academia and two theory courses drying up my imagination but really working hard to get inspirations and ideas during my lonely weekends and with august getting ideas of winterish things but also related to the university environment like the gipsy playing saxophone outside or from the boxing training in the gym and the commuting with the train"
"now really with my head in academia starting to affect my imagination as well with ideas relating to lectures and writing but also again ideas got from my lonely weekend walks in the nature lighting fires and being with my little son eating asian and getting there some ideas or again while waiting for the commuter train"
"drawings executed in the autumn while traveling to myrthe in the netheralnds and having to look after august in sweden and thus not being very regular executing them but always finding some time to execute those ideas belonging instead to still the beginning of the year when i was leaving alone taking two university courses at once and being quite affected by the seating in the classroom with a few drawings related to it but mostly to the cold weather and the shopping at the big supermarket and the constant commuting by train to the university and to august together with a lot of sexual ideas despite the fact that i have abstained from sex for many months then after the separation"
"ideas got with the beginning of the spring finally getting more out after the snowy winter and much time seated attending classes and taking now walks with august observing nature coming alive discovering a beach with beavers and getting ideas there but also still from lectures and time spent indoor and slowly also becoming affected by a new element in my life having found my love myrthe and traveling to her to enjoy the spring together but not really focusing on my project afraid of losing focus from her"
"ideas got in my very first period in love with myrthe so other than the office related idea i got many ideas that are romance and sex oriented but also relating to all my traveling by plane to her and to my parents in italy with also the many arabs immigrants i encounter daily when taking the commuter"
"still several airplane related ideas now going for a few weeks to boston and really making use of the weather taking long walks and observing the urban environment but then back to sweden getting again a few sexual ideas with myrthe visiting me and also some ideas at work like when going to the university gym"
"a summer month spent with myrthe mostly in the netherlands working and being quite affected but all our love making and thus getting many ideas in this respect but also still ideas related to flying and traveling and even of biking since with myrthe we did some nice excursion in the countryside"
"a period initially spent in england attending a summer school and getting a few ideas related to that but also about all the walking i did there in the english landscape reaching nice medieval villages and latter again getting ideas related to flying and then with myrthe again biking in the netherlands but at last getting many ideas related to our staying at the beach at my parents place in italy"
"ideas got while still at the northern italian seaside going to the beach to tan and particularly finding a spot by a river with wind surfers and also being affected by going around the actual summer resort with a lot of amusements for my kid to try and a few ideas related to traveling both by train and by car and later coming back to sweden to then leave for the alps a get a few mountain related ides there"
"a very nice autumn to begin with renovating myrthe's house in culemborg and feeling quite warm at times even staying with my t-shirt and appreciating the sun during lunch breaks and during a very nice first of november day strolling in breda's forest before settling in the house and getting a hell of a gray weather turning me very depressed until i moved to stockholm where i found an incredibly sunny weather lasting only a day before a gray but dry november weather sat back"
"ideas got first back in sweden at the end of the summer spending some time both with august and myrthe to then reach the latter in maastricht and spending a nice vacation there biking even to belgium and getting a few ideas from the nature there and also war monuments and getting some ideas also from all the love shared with myrthe"
"ideas got while back in sweden now spending much time at the university but also spending some weeks at myrthe's place in utrecht now getting several erotic ideas form our time together but also ideas related to my traveling by airplane"
"a month spent mostly in the netherlands getting however several jesus related ideas but also spending a nice and sunny day in berlin getting several ideas there particularly also walking alone in the city and exploring extensively the suburbs before occupying more my brain with work related issues"
"ideas probably also much influenced by my time spent with myrthe and away from her back in sweden feeling a bit frustrated of our distance and getting ideas from the ugly urban reality like the many charity asking gypsies but then also at last getting ideas going for a week in venice and checking the biennial there while also walking with myrthe around and also getting ideas simply by flying with airplanes"
"ideas got while mostly in the netherlands spending a rather cold summer vacation with myrthe's working most of the time and getting quite some ideas related to our making love and to generally and the dutch context also visiting the countryside and seeing mills there and later going to england and getting ideas exploring the countryside context there"
"period also spent dedicated to my thesis and getting a few ideas attending a course in the small city of karlstad taking a few walks by myself there and on the train but also while in stockholm keeping up with my drawings and getting several ideas while making other drawings"
"several ideas got while going back and forth to the netherlands attending a conference there but mostly while at myrthe's friend wedding feeling bored and filling my head with ideas as well as when actually flying and commuting back to stockholm where i also had teaching related ideas"
"ideas mostly got with the good season while in sweden biking freely to a conference and fantasizing but also spending a few days with august and myrthe renting a car and visiting a few islands before going to the netherlands and getting ideas there while for instance several days at a concert and going late to maastricht taking some walks there and getting a few ideas"
"ideas gathered at the beginning of the summer first while in the netherlands trying to make the most of the time there and then going to italy traveling with myrthe and august in the mountains and attending an old friends' wedding gathering there some ideas"
"ideas mostly generated in italy while at my parents' summer resort at the sea side both spending time at the beach but also exploring with myrthe and august taking occasional walks and getting overstimulated by the many tourist attractions"
"ideas i got while traveling with myrthe in my home town at my best friend's wedding and later while in sweden all by myself enjoying the spring also while in the netherlands with myrthe and alone again walking in the sunny city of gothenburg getting many ideas before driving together to holland"
"not so many ideas had during the autumn with both august and myrthe driving with the latter all the way to the netherlands and getting ideas then but also coming back to sweden and getting ideas while taking august and his friends around for halloween"
"ideas got while in venice with myrthe and then alone after walking with my stepfather thinking in terms of the many religious events as well as the love making with myrthe and ideas got again while pretty bored back in sweden attending a colleague's seminar"
"ideas got while in italy walking around and enjoying the warm winter scenery particularly when going up the pasubio military galleries with a swedish artist friend and then getting ideas while back in sweden"
"many ideas while in stockholm mostly about the many immigrants and gypsies in the cold winterish city and then ideas while in the netherlands with myrthe"
"ideas got during a small break in italy and then mostly in london attending seminars but mostly taking long and lonely walks from the east side to the city and then to the netherlands before again going to sweden"
"ideas got first in sweden quite affected also by commuting and the gypsies in the metro but then flying to san francisco and getting quite some ideas both while exploring a rancho san antonio and in santa cruz taking my host's kid to the rides"
"ideas got while in the mountains in italy climbing up several tops but also visiting the art biennial in venice and getting few ideas there"
"getting ideas despite the renovation work and all the traveling especially by train from the netherlands to berlin and later to gothenburg to meet the curator of a future show at hasselblad but also staying in the nice djursholm with august"
"a period with a lot of ideas taking a break from all the renovation work in culemborg and taking nice inspiring walk alone in a forest in breda during a very sunny november day and getting also many ideas staying longer in bed and later walking in arnhem for a whole day exploring the surrounding"
"ideas got while in holland in a period spent getting inspired by some carpentering work and time spent with myrthe and her friends but also time spent later traveling to sweden and teaching there prior christmas vacations"
"a period started in italy getting ideas related to the snow and skiing and then spending time between the netherlands and sweden getting most ideas while being quite sedentary"
"getting ideas flying back and forth to sweden and also spending a few nights there unable to sleep after august big fight with his mother and later getting ideas exploring alone rotterdam and lastly flying to italy to start the renovation of the barn"