FILMS: MONTH #145

"getting visited by myrthe's brother and her boyfriend filming us all together walking up the quite impressive pasubio mount later also going to the venice biennale and particularly in the corderie taking note of the more interesting artists an evening back in the mountains also managing to record an approaching storm and also recording the music being played while in arijan's car and taking him and elli to visit the neoclassic sculptor canova's home town with the quite impressive mausoleum later in the mountains filming myself photographing the objects used to cut a tree in our backyard"


 FILMS: MONTH #146

"with my german artist friend florian again now up the novegno mount and his mistress gilda teaching us yoga later filming myrthe and i visit to arte sella finding certain landart installation quite playful and with myrthe also trying to sleep up at the lancia rifugio recording my coming out to the sun after a whole night spent awake unable to sleep possibly due to the high altitude and finally with also august visiting our new mountain home filming him with the neighbour and will all the animals around us before also starting a big fire out of all the scrap in the back of our apartment reviving my swedishness and what i so much liked and missed from all the youth spent in scandinavia"


 FILMS: MONTH #147

"checking out the swallows in the mountains flying down to drink from the swimming pool and then bringing august back to stockholm and filming him once again creating his amazing virtual worlds in minecraft later making it to gothenburg and there checking the news as well as the weather before meeting up with other important artists after a presentation we gave at the hasselblad foundation in the end filming the renovation i started in the house myrthe bought in culemborg photographing the object used to mostly demolish walls and the rotten parts of the floor"


 FILMS: MONTH #148

"filming the arrangement of the many archival boxes i drove from sweden to the netherlands and later filming a bit of salamanders i found doing more renovation in our dutch house making it later back to august wirting both in our booklets in the evening before also filming jacek's exhibit in stockholm and his performance with an american girl observing later the cloud in the nice pond just next to august school and in the end also filming a solitary walk in a dutch forest"


 FILMS: MONTH #149

"starting to think how to build a prototype of my project trying to engrave month files in wooden cubes and later working on our new bike shed in the garden using the bricks we got out from underneath the floor of our new house giving up the idea of making it with ferrocement and photographing the tools used to mix the cement and in august's apartment in stockholm listening to music with my boy and then going for the christmas holiday to the mountains with myrthe beginning to clean up with a newly bought chainsaw the upper field of the land we bought there so as to make space for an installation at last celebrating new years eve with romanian people getting quite impressed about their dancing skills"


 FILMS: MONTH #150

"in the mountains taking some measurements to see if i can fit the cathedral i generated with the data of my project in the upper field anjoying the warm winter but then being caught in the snow with myrthe and finally making it to sweden to stay with august there sharing her mother's apartment with also jacek listening to him playing the guitar and back in the netherlands filming my walk down the lek river and then filming my updating of my website in the little studio i arranged for myself in the end also in the studio trying out the ferrocement technique to see how to build the cathedral back in the mountains"


 FILMS: MONTH #151

"unpacking the exhibit i got back from frankfurt and then filming walking with myrthe in amersfoort listening to the sogs both being played by the dome bells as well as at arijan's birthday party and back in our house in culemborg photographing the objects used to build the boxes for my photo of objects and then in sweden on my way to the university filming myself recording the clouds and then back in holland filming my visiting of the rotterdam art fair and then escaping the place and walking across the muslim neighborhood all the way to the center filming some trash picking"


 FILMS: MONTH #152

"starting to renovate our newly bought barn in italy dismantling the old wood structure with an amazing view outside and also writing in my fable book by the fireplace before making it back to the netherlands and there filming public places in the amsterdam suburbs and then spending much time with august taking him to a very nice zoo in arnhem observing the animals there and then with him on a dutch beach observing the clouds formation"


 FILMS: MONTH #153

"moving already the achive i brought from sweden to the nethelands to italy and lisetening to music while driving through germany finally reaching my alpine nestle and there filming a project update later also filming myself filming public places in beautiful sunny venice as well as filming myself observing the wind at last returning to the mountains and beginning to prepare the barn digging out the floor to make a concrete foundation"


 FILMS: MONTH #154

"visiting with my aunt chiara for the first time the hometown of my granmother lidia over marostica and getting to learn about all that part of the family with my aunt explaining all the details later in the moutains picking the nice yellow narcissus and also the wild dandelion for a meal and back in the barn digging for the new foundation checking out the clouds and then in old gianna's house watching the news and later the crisp sun making it later to venice to meet myrthe with her checking the old and too religious paintings of the academia"


 FILMS: MONTH #155

"finally getting ready for the truck to pour the concrete on the barn and documenting the event with local carpenters giving a hand and then back in august's apartment in sweden listening to jacek playing guitar while reading a book an italian guy gave me of bakunin and in the mountains freeing some old wood behind the barn almost putting my hand right in a viper nestle and setting it alight and also filming the plan i got to build a small showroom in the upper floor where to present my work as part of my doctorate in the end also filming myself photographing the objets used to cut the grass with a sickle"


 FILMS: MONTH #156

"filming davide pretending to preach in the new exhibition setting he helped me build up on th elast floor of the barn and then the two of us in the little apartment working on our laptop with the wind blowing outside and recording the wind also with mythe coming to visit us and also recording our experien of animals and the making of our new vegetable garden in front of the barn also filming while practicing tai-chi with davide and while fixing up with him all the plastering we did in the barn"


 FILMS: MONTH #157

"filming the coming of august's little chihuahua coco and taking care of him like a little creature given to him by her mother's billionaire boyfriend after he was caught cheating on her with a prostitute in las vegas and later making it to gothenburg to set up my exhibit there at the hasselblad foundation with the help of a very professional technician about to retire and also ilming my waking up in the hotel room and later also the presentation of the other artists' works including that of the rather famous artist mishka henner and later with him and myrthe and her dutch old friend renate making it to the beautiful west coast of sweden to take a dip in the ocean"


 FILMS: MONTH #158

"documenting myself recording the wind while in sweden a couple of times and beside also filming august and i playing football together and then myself taking a walk in the pretty and safe djursholm and even filming myself the nice cabinet jacek has made with his archival material as part of his doctorate before documenting the end of august school and awaiting for the ceremony to end typing my dreams on the phone"


 FILMS: MONTH #159

"filming while photographing the objects used to take care of the garden behind our dutch house and then also managing to film myself doing a small training section biking upstream and recording my heart beats and with my new dutch neighbours later attending our street barbecue and recording the songs being played on that occasion going later to italy and there beginning to build a giant closet to host my archive before also closing off with isolation and boards the top part of the exhibit in the mountain barn also taking care of the upper field cutting the grass there with a sickle in view of doing a major work there"


 FILMS: MONTH #160

"recording the clouds while eating outside our mountain nestle with myrthe and then with her checking out the quite awful rally competition going by our property and filming also our walk up mountain enna later filming more of the building of the art gallery in our barn and then finding of a locust before fetching august at the airport and with him keeping for a day at the sea side recording the wind"


 FILMS: MONTH #161

"exploring caves with august and then also daring to film while at the main holly festivity of our mountain community with a band playing and me working as a volunteer also keeping track of the songs later also filming more of the plastering the barn gallery and the coming of new small animals in the village such as gianna's puppy miele and stray kittens later still with august up the pasubio mount filming the incredible landscape especially in the direction of my native highland and the valleys where our ancestors lived in the end even mounting the exhibit in the barn gallery with also myrthe's relatives around"


 FILMS: MONTH #162

"a very didactic summer month spent in italy listening to my friend angelo playing music at the romanian pizzeria in sant'ulderico and then getting more acquainted with the wild kittens in our village but also observing local cheese making up the novegno mount with our dutch neighbours coming for a visit and with myrthe's small brother family visiting a palladio villa with also august on my side later also working on my archive in the barn before going with august and myrthe to the now closed fossil site in bolca"


 FILMS: MONTH #163

"filming while picking potatoes in our field with the neighbour's daughter and later traveling to the a nice seaside location south of the po river with august and there breathing the welcoming and a little retro atmosphere of this region with many bands playing mostly oldies and even filming august and i waking up in the van after spending the night in a parking lot before returning to to the mountains burying a mole probably killed by old gianna's dog and then arranging the new archive before hosting my polish friend jacek and his jewish american girlfriend letting them experience for the first time the gallery running one year of my entire project"


 FILMS: MONTH #164

"still with brett and jacek in the mountains playing music with my neighbours at night and then recording the wind going up the carega mountain and with myrthe making it back to holland by car driving through france and stopping at ferdinand cheval's ideal palace getting quite moved of the postman's work later also filming myself filming public places in a bigger french city and also filming while doing a bit of a training section in a camping"


 FILMS: MONTH #165

"filming picking trash in nancy and then back in the netherlands filming our new wild kitten we brought from the alps and later observing clouds while at a lake with myrthe's brothers and their family and back in sweden recording the wind while crossing a young forest and also filming the atelier of a swedish artist i have discovered in the outskirt of the city later also filming myself taking a walk with august and his little dog coco"


 FILMS: MONTH #166

"filming myself recording my thoughts while doing my favorite walk in stockholm around the djurgarden island and then also in stockholm getting to record the wind and the pollution left by the nostalgic raggare swedes driving their old american cars also in the city listening to music with august and his little dog and then traveling to brussels picking trash walking though the city later attending a second hand market there and experiencing the rise of the sun"


 FILMS: MONTH #167

"filming a walk with myrthe in brussel and then filming while drawing with my dutch neighbour's creative son per and then filming while observing clouds still in the netherlands before going to my neighbour camiel and helping him preparing apple cider from scratch later making it to cold sweden and taking a very long walk from a room i rented in uppsala all the way to the west over the viking mound i used to go to with august and in fact venturing secretly to his grandparents farm and together visiting the forest i so much loved and the sort of cathedral i began building there on top of a cliff"


 FILMS: MONTH #168

"filming myself filming public places while with myrthe in den bosch and then still with myrthe taking a very nice walk across a dutch desert to the retro radio kootwijk building in the middle of it and filming later in our home myself photographing the objects used by my right hand working on a new wall i made in front of the new staircase later accompanying myrthe to the kroller muller museum and visiting the hunting villa of the rich industrialist filming later a walk on the lek river by our house with our neighbours' kids and in the beautiful landscape of a belgian natural reserve still with myrthe filming myself observing clouds"


 FILMS: MONTH #169

"filming while photographing my right hand putting up the panels with the photos of my right hand artwork in the aarhus museum and then also filming taking a long walk south of the danish cisty recording my thoughts eventually reaching a quite impressive museum dug in the landscape later traveling and looking at the rising sun eventually ending up in bengalore india getting up from my room and later exploring the surrounding mostly feeling overwhelmed by the heavy traffic"


 FILMS: MONTH #170

"exploring the quite unpleasent urban surrounding of bengalore picking trash and later walking more intuitively across a railroad and into small villages at last also departing from the modern indian city going with my old friend davide along the coast south going with buses and trains and boats and finally reaching one destination recording their the wind and walking very much along the beach in the end finding a place where to do some training and take a dip in the scary indian ocean"


 FILMS: MONTH #171

"observing the elaborate architecture of religious buildings in madurai quite in contrast with the whole surrounding and later filming writing my dreams while renting a hut from farmers in the west of india also walking barefoot up the holly mountain of tiravannamalai where shiva is said to be sleeping later observing the stray animals like dogs and monkeys around the mountain and filming some of the rituals davide and i got exposed to in the end taking shelter under the rain in a random hat in the middle of the fields where yet another ritual was taking place finally returning to europe and there filming the rising sun"


 FILMS: MONTH #172

"at my parents place playing with my niece and recording the songs i hear and then with myrthe visting different sites like the interesting cemetery site the architect scarpa designed for an industrialist using concrete in a rather noble manner and later also visiting the fortified city of montagnana examining the church there and back in the mountains also with the help of my polish friend jacek clearing up the trees growing in old stone wall and in sweden with august renting a room in an apartment and filming myself photographing objects while cooking"


 FILMS: MONTH #173

"filming myself experiencing the wind in gray and cold stockholm and then filming my visit to the most conventional tilburg contemporary art museum in the netherlands and then filming my experiencing of the modernistic city hall of hilversum before recording clouds in a walk on the river and checking a dutch church and lastly filming myself photographing the right hand while plastering my small studio in our dutch house"


 FILMS: MONTH #174

"filming august and i discussing m project next to our dutch river and then with him visiting north holland and its characteristic architecture there before filming ourselves experiencing a strong wind and then visiting a dutch zoo with all its animals at last making it back to sweden and there in the apartment where i got to rent a room filming myself photographing my right hand while cooking and then filming while experiencing an interesting church in uppsala filming myself filming public places"


 FILMS: MONTH #175

"filming my stepsister's new born and walking around with her to the querini park in vicenza checking out some bunnies there later also filming some rowing with my stepfather in venice and then in the mountains taking measurements in the higher field where to speculate on the building of my project catherdral and back in stockholm city recording the wind going around ultimately back in holland in the garden sitting and preparing an illustration about my ancestors"


 FILMS: MONTH #176

"in mainz at an iranian friend waking up in her apartment and then filming public places in the interesting and war torn city later filming a project update and my reaching of a nice historical site in the maggiore lake traveling to italy ultimately filming my experiencing of the wind walking on the villa pimped hills of vicenza and then filming taking a walk in the venice lido with my mother and her husband"


 FILMS: MONTH #177

"filming some clearing up of the field where i am planning to build a cathedral-like museum of my project and then in venice filming myself drawing and then taking some dutch friends on a boat tour with my stepfather before recording the wind while with myrthe walking around the old city and then also filming the baptism of my stepsister kid before making it back to sweden spending time with august checking out a cat we found during a walk and then filming august with his little dog"


 FILMS: MONTH #178

"filming myself taking a long walk in the drottningsholm island north of stockholm and then filming the traffic in the outskirt of the city and also filming a training section and later of cheerful music i experienced with a very nice international crowd while living in a hostel later back in the netherlands filming my experiencing of the wind and some trash picking crossing amsterdam with a heavy backpack"


 FILMS: MONTH #179

"living my last period in sweden in a campsite getting to film my writing fables with still some light in the evening sky and later also my waking up and experiencing the sun rise having breakfast by the lake before also getting august to spend time with me in the camping and with him checking out the animals there in the end also going around with my parents showing them the city and experiencing the wind and back in the netherlands recording mysel observing clouds and finally after dropping my post in the too politicized swedish university dedicating myself in my new life in the netehrlands to catch up with the illustrating my ancestors history after years of not really having a home or place to do so"


 FILMS: MONTH #180

"filming myself photographing the objects used while doing a light renovation of our apartment in venice and also while in venice filming myself drawing and experiencing the wind with august in lido compromising my camera with the sand ending up in the optic jamming the telescopic mechanism later also filming the exhibition of one of my long time favorite artist tehching hsieh also working with time and endurance and getting to film the guitar playing of my drunk venetian neighbour giorgio before with august exploring the cute and colorful architecture of burano"